Thursday, December 27, 2007

why does it only comes when everytink has ended? i don know if im ready to move on coz its really too much for me. i hate u!!! or i hate myself more for letting all those tinks happening to me and yet i did nothing about it for so long. and when i did do something, memories kept coming back to me. i wish i can tell them to someone but i cant. ive nv felt so stupid in my whole life during those years. how gd can it be if humans can somehow be like a computer where ctrl alt del is all we need to forget unhappiness. well ppl might say that im running away from problems and i admit to that, coz im also not sure of wad to do. one part of me wans it to be this way and the other part of me wans it the other way.
理性与感性我因该选择哪一个呢？贪心的我好想两个都拥有

1:29 AM
the scent still lingers

Friday, December 14, 2007

presenting my new haircut...

i know this post might be a little late for frns who saw me b4 i wrote this post but it has been 5 yrs since i cutted my hair to this length... tell me i do look younger ya? hahaha.. im so so happy with it that i was smiling all the way during the cutting process... might be a new start for me :)

1:25 PM
the scent still lingers

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

finally, everything is over. no more cries and aching anymore for me in the future. only happiness and laughter i hope.... i need to find all my lost time back again after so many years and i hope i can find them.
i hate the way i am behaving now and i noe ive disappoint ppl who cared for me. i don wanna move on so fast.. im sorry but i really need time, so plz don force me.

10:57 PM
the scent still lingers